If my calculations are correct, we have four days left until my least favourite day of the year. Why is there one day totally dedicated to sickening people who have 'fallen in love'. I have fallen in love but I assure you, pigs will fly before I get a Valentine's off him this year! True thing is, the love is not reciprocated. Which sort of explains why I'm so bitter about it.
I don't hate couples. I don't even hate the fact I'm single (not much anyway) but there is a limit of how much lovey-doveyness a girl can take. I am a very understanding person but if College decides that this year they're going to sell flowers again, I'm going to shoot them. Which they'll probably take with love.
However, to pull me out of a Valentine's Day slump, I am celebrating Anti-Valentine's day on Saturday with my three favourite girls (minus Lucy but what can you do?). Times are tough for these hard decisions. Especially when I have to find something to wear and I've only allocated Saturday morning to do it. Fuck. Any suggestions would be much appreciated!
Thursday, 10 February 2011
Thursday, 3 February 2011
Shit ...
I've totally neglected my blog again but it's so tiring being a Year Eleven. The only free time I get is spent sleeping (and shopping, and partying but that's quite enough of that!) so forgive me for not updating as much as I used to.
So much drama has gone on lately and I need to vent my frustrations on someone who won't answer me back. So, I'm pretty much down the shitter on the whole 'relationship' thing. Maybe it was my fault or maybe he couldn't haul it but whatever the case, it's over now. Done. Finished.
Personally I blame Jemma, the other girl. Or was I the other girl? It's not the point really but it's nice to know where you stand with someone isn't it? Anyway, I have had a therapy session with Ash and Jade and now I feel much better and I know that I am better than him. Or so they say.
I think what people (me.) need to realise is that nothing is like the films make it out to be, and we will probably all step in love before we fall in it. I just wish this time nothing had stopped me. *reaches for the tissues and Ben & Jerry's again*
So much drama has gone on lately and I need to vent my frustrations on someone who won't answer me back. So, I'm pretty much down the shitter on the whole 'relationship' thing. Maybe it was my fault or maybe he couldn't haul it but whatever the case, it's over now. Done. Finished.
Personally I blame Jemma, the other girl. Or was I the other girl? It's not the point really but it's nice to know where you stand with someone isn't it? Anyway, I have had a therapy session with Ash and Jade and now I feel much better and I know that I am better than him. Or so they say.
I think what people (me.) need to realise is that nothing is like the films make it out to be, and we will probably all step in love before we fall in it. I just wish this time nothing had stopped me. *reaches for the tissues and Ben & Jerry's again*
Sunday, 16 January 2011
Bye bye Math.
I am looking forward to going back to school tomorrow, because it is so-long, au revoir, arriverderci to Math class. I'm done with it, and I will happily settle with my 'B' grade thank you very much.
I'm not going through the stress of a Math exam in June, along with all the rest so I'm going to go to Mrs Lant's class instead and work on my Art, which needs to be done! Which reminds me I'm starting the new project in my compulsory class. Shit.
I'm not going through the stress of a Math exam in June, along with all the rest so I'm going to go to Mrs Lant's class instead and work on my Art, which needs to be done! Which reminds me I'm starting the new project in my compulsory class. Shit.
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Ah 2011 ...
I can't help but wish it was still 2010. To me, it feels no different, but all of a sudden, school have started piling work on us and stressing about exams. I'm all about organization and I even understand they want us to do well (statistics are all in the newspapers remember?) but screaming at me because I have my iPod in, isn't going to get me an A* in Science is it?
Actually, speaking of, if I have a C or above in Maths and English, they can bury themselves before I re-sit. As long as I can add, subtract and mulitply, I'm sorted and the only Science I know is about beauty products and humans. The latter is simple and the first, I don't care, as long as it looks good.
SO, all in all, GCSE's aren't freaking me out, but Hurricane Teachers are!
Actually, speaking of, if I have a C or above in Maths and English, they can bury themselves before I re-sit. As long as I can add, subtract and mulitply, I'm sorted and the only Science I know is about beauty products and humans. The latter is simple and the first, I don't care, as long as it looks good.
SO, all in all, GCSE's aren't freaking me out, but Hurricane Teachers are!
Wednesday, 22 December 2010
Google knows nothing.
Well, I sat here in my humble abode, ill as they come. It's unfortunate, so close to Christmas but I blame my Mum entirely, because she forced me into going all the way to West Denton with her to go to Morrisons and it was so busy. I nearly fainted in the juice aisle which is embarrassing enough but then when I did actually pass out in the yoghurt aisle, it was even worse.
There was so many people in there, I tell you, Mothers don't go to Iceland, they go to Morrisons, take it from me. What can you do?
Also, I am annoyed at Google. I image-searched for JB Gill and I ended up with a picture of Siva Kaneswaran. I mean, I like a bit of Siva as much as the next girl but I did hope to find JB not him!
There was so many people in there, I tell you, Mothers don't go to Iceland, they go to Morrisons, take it from me. What can you do?
Also, I am annoyed at Google. I image-searched for JB Gill and I ended up with a picture of Siva Kaneswaran. I mean, I like a bit of Siva as much as the next girl but I did hope to find JB not him!
Tuesday, 21 December 2010
Four days.
It's four days until Christmas! I am right in the festive mood now, which I wasn't before, which I am hoping has something to do with my wonderful idea of painting my nails red and reading The Gift by Cecelia Ahern. I made a playlist too, on my iTunes, full of the songs that remind me of Christmas. Slowly but surely it's working.
I've not done much today again, I only went out to see Megan because her family are whisking her away for Christmas this year. We wrapped presents and watched Love Actually and it was a nice little afternoon we had ourselves. I loved it. I can't believe she's going away though - it's weird thinking that the next time I see her it will be 2011.
I could probably sleep until Christmas, if I wanted to (or let myself). I'm sure it wouldn't be hard, given how tired I am at the moment. There's nothing on TV and I'm not, under any circumstances, going out in the snow either, so I'm in bed. Wonderful.
At least on Thursday I have a proper excuse to get dressed up a bit, because we're going on a festive group outing to The Gate for a meal. I am dying to get out of the house and actually do something so I have that to look forward to, which means I get to see Connor before Christmas too.
I've not done much today again, I only went out to see Megan because her family are whisking her away for Christmas this year. We wrapped presents and watched Love Actually and it was a nice little afternoon we had ourselves. I loved it. I can't believe she's going away though - it's weird thinking that the next time I see her it will be 2011.
I could probably sleep until Christmas, if I wanted to (or let myself). I'm sure it wouldn't be hard, given how tired I am at the moment. There's nothing on TV and I'm not, under any circumstances, going out in the snow either, so I'm in bed. Wonderful.
At least on Thursday I have a proper excuse to get dressed up a bit, because we're going on a festive group outing to The Gate for a meal. I am dying to get out of the house and actually do something so I have that to look forward to, which means I get to see Connor before Christmas too.
Sunday, 19 December 2010
I'm slacking.
I'm slacking off on this blog business. In my defence, I have had a lot to do, and Christmas shopping is killing me slowly. Also, I've been gallivanting in Yorkshire with a few teachers and my best friends, writing to our hearts content. Maybe not some as much as others.
I have since discovered that I am not, under any circumstances, a country girl. I am a city girl, born and bred, and the moors of Yorkshire did not cut it for me. Newcastle will always be in my heart. I was dying to get home. True to form, as soon as I did eventually get home, I was dying to go back to Yorkshire. The only thing I really detested was the lack of Christmas there! There was no tinsel, no trees, no nothing. It upset me to the highest degree. I even went into the tiny village of Hepton Stall (I swear the graveyard was twice the size of the village, because once you settled there, you never fucking left). Anyway, there was no Christmas decoration anywhere.
I made sure I took my Santa decoration, and he sat pride of place on the chest next to my bed. I was up in the attic so everyone took advantage of the fact my room was the hottest and sat for hours in my bedroom. Lovely to have company but murder when I wanted to sleep.
None of that matters though, because I am home, and after a nice shopping trip with Layla (she bought me some new M.A.C make-up!) I am tucked up in bed with Harry Potter and a cup of tea. Misfits Christmas Special is on at ten, so I really am getting spoilt today.
I have since discovered that I am not, under any circumstances, a country girl. I am a city girl, born and bred, and the moors of Yorkshire did not cut it for me. Newcastle will always be in my heart. I was dying to get home. True to form, as soon as I did eventually get home, I was dying to go back to Yorkshire. The only thing I really detested was the lack of Christmas there! There was no tinsel, no trees, no nothing. It upset me to the highest degree. I even went into the tiny village of Hepton Stall (I swear the graveyard was twice the size of the village, because once you settled there, you never fucking left). Anyway, there was no Christmas decoration anywhere.
I made sure I took my Santa decoration, and he sat pride of place on the chest next to my bed. I was up in the attic so everyone took advantage of the fact my room was the hottest and sat for hours in my bedroom. Lovely to have company but murder when I wanted to sleep.
None of that matters though, because I am home, and after a nice shopping trip with Layla (she bought me some new M.A.C make-up!) I am tucked up in bed with Harry Potter and a cup of tea. Misfits Christmas Special is on at ten, so I really am getting spoilt today.
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